I guess I need to memorize this by heart.

You MUST create a sense of potential loss and reward when they seek validation. This will allow her to fully appreciate the value of the relationship.
You MUST give each other space. Seeing each other as much as possible will create too much comfort! When you reach a point of "discomfort" in life, that is when you realize you're making progress.
The first rule to keeping your girlfriend happy is to always call back when she asks you to.
Always get a small gift on every holiday. Not like Presidents Day but like Easter and Halloween. (Just a Hershey bar is fine)
Tell her secrets.
Don't tell her about other unrelated girls.
Don't lie to her EVER. This could cause her not to trust you.
If a friend is teasing her take her side or no side.
Always show up for a party 20 min early.
Tell her how much you care about her often.
Don't flirt, she will find out.
Make her laugh, try at least every time you see her.
One way to her heart is through her friends too, so try to make them happy.
Take her out to eat and not let her pay for anything.
Tell her she is beautiful, don't overdo it. Do it when she least expects it. If you say it too many times than it will be meaningless.
Just be yourself.
If at any time she asks you "Do these make me look fat?" just look her dead in the eyes and say no. This is the only case in which you can violate rule 7.
Never ignore her . NEVER
If she is not feeling good try to spend time with her and make her feel good
Don't leave her waiting. Girls hate to wait for someone.
Let her know that she is special. Many girls are insecure and it helps them to know that you care about them.
Take her somewhere new. Many girls will get bored if you take them to the same place time after time (unless it's a special place for the both of you) so mix it up a little.


Tips
Be sure to spend time alone with your girlfriend.
Listen to what she says and say little along with it.
Gifts don't need reasons to be given. Give her gifts on normal days. If you have no idea what gift to be given, send her a letter (begin with the least affection).
Do little things, she will be thankful for them; things like opening doors for her or pick up her pencil when it falls.
Get to know her favorite music band and find a song that you like so you can have a topic to talk to her about.
Try getting her a gift for a surprise once in awhile.
Whenever you smile, really mean it. Look into her eyes and smile as if you were seeing them twinkle. It makes you feel really happy and comfortable with each other.
Remember: girls love romance. There is nothing a girl likes more than a nice candlelit dinner. Be an outstanding boyfriend and actually think about your girlfriend and her needs. In return, she should do the same
If you ever upset a girl send flowers or a card then come and give her a hug and say sorry.
Listen and learn about her favorites, then treat her to something involving them. This lets her know that you care and pay attention to her.
Spend time with her with your friends and her friend sometimes. This will let her know that you care about her and are comfortable with her being your girlfriend.


Warnings
As said earlier, NEVER EVER LIE TO HER! She'll know when you do.
Spend as little time as possible with other girls, you can still be friends with most of them!BUT NEVER PUT THEM BEFORE HER...if you want to keep her
Best friends and family can NOT come before your girlfriend and never ditch her for them.But know how to balance everyone in your life.
When you hug her make sure you do it how she wants you to.
DO NOT EVER say you are going to kill yourself, even if you are kidding, she will not take it well.
Make sure you know her well before you follow ALL of these steps, not all girls will want you to do everything on this list. But most girls will like you to do small things like opening doors and stuff like that and that will make you more admirable.
Some will take the small things as insults. Like they feel like you opening the door for them means that you think they can't do it themselves.
Don't talk about sex all the time, or they may think your with them for the sex and not for the love.
A relationship is more than casualy dating another, it takes time, and that is what she will appreciate the most


She's always angry with me.
Guys are not good guesser.
Sometimes I did things wrong, but can open 1 eye close 1 eye what.
Nobody is perfect.
Nobody always go the same way as you want.
Sometimes I not happy, I will tell her, end up she will get angry, then become my fault.


I don't know how to express myself in LDR, because I've never try it.
You can say you don't feel it, but I am trying very hard & I don't know how to 'start'
You can I don't care you, don't love you.
Just tell me what you want me to do?
I email you, chat with you, message with you, webcamming with you.
I can't be there for you 24/7.
I got hell lots of school work to do.
I need to go out sometimes,
I don't plan my time, because sometimes if I feel like going out, I will just go.
Singapore doesn't have so many holidays as USA.
Do you think I want it?
Do you think I don't want to spend time with you?

And It's just that I forgot to tag others doesn't mean anything.
If I want to find a new girlfriend, I long ago did, and I won't even do it in front of you.
I talk to other girls doesn't mean I don't love you/don't care about you.
You are just feeling insecure,
maybe you don't trust me anymore.

This is the 4th or 5th time we quarrel in this month.
Everything is my fault.

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and itopens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupidperson, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you outand leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love.”

Neil Gaiman

I don't hate love. I love it. But I just find that it is very true.

I guess I am not caring enough.
I don't know, this is my way to express myself.
I am trying to improve myself,
other than that, I can't think of anything already.

I was wondering.
Will anyone cry for me if i died? Other than my family members.
Or maybe cry for a few days but will forget about me sooner or later?

Not emo-ing, but suddenly have this thought.

Toilets are our heros.
I mean, the toilet bowl.

Was at Bishan today & it was raining cats & dogs.
MD was stomachache, so he went to find a toilet,
but most of them are without toilet papers.
After awhile, my turn to get stomachache,
rain became smaller & I don't want to use public toilets as they are very dirty.
So, we ran in the rain to the bus stop and I managed to reach home & use the toilet.

There was once,
I was on my way to school in the morning,
I was having a stomachache on the bus,
The feeling was terrible.
& I manage to reach school to use the washroom.

Damn, the feeling sucks.